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Sunday, December 16th, 2001

Subject:hello
Time:11:26 am.
Mood:hot.
this is natasha, brandy's best friend MUAHAHA. brandy has decided to NEVER update her journal so i'm doing it for her because i'm getting quite bored with looking at same entry every single time i come to her journal. riiight

so anyways, as far as i know everything's good with brandy. i'm going to kidnap her once i get my lisence and bring her back to marlboro. >=)

alright, i'm gone. have a nice dayyyy
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Friday, October 5th, 2001

Subject:HeLLLLLLL yeAHHHhhh baAaBBBbyy!!
Time:11:57 am.
Mood:giddy.
hahaa i'm TOO COOL! anyways, i haven't really written in a while. on tuesday i went to desiree's house and we had a "party" it was aiiiight... mike asked me out that night too =) hahaa so now we're "together".. yeahh so last night i went to his house w/ amanda, it was pretty cool- except for the fact we didn't know ANYONE... there were all these cool kids there. but i didn't care i still got to see himmmm. its soo wierd having a boyfriend again i'm soo used to flirting with everyone, but not like i'm gonna stop. whats wrong with a little harmless flirting here and there? hmmm.. well on saturday i'm goin to this college party and mike's coming over on monday.. i have noo clue what we're gonna do.. MY HOUSE IS VERY COOL!! yeahhh.. well if i think of anything else i'll write.

oNe <3
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Saturday, September 29th, 2001

Subject:eeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Time:12:56 pm.
Mood:excited.
aahh!! i talked to mike last night<333 he called me at like midnight, my parents were a little pissed, but oh well.. anywayzz.. he wants me to go to his house today & chill with him and some of his friends. i don't think i'm gonna go though, i'm gonna feel akward being like the only one there who doesn't know everyone. but i might go, just so i can see *him* aahh! i'm soo happy riight now.. i mean everything in my life is balanced right now. i'll have some really bad days, but sometimes they'll be really good! yeah well i make no sense...

ugh, i miss natashaaa.. i want to go down there this weekend but no one will fucking take me. it just seems like i've been so busy & i can't find time for the people who are important.. but i will find time, soon i hope.

well i'm gonna go get ready, i'll write if i end up going tonight.. pEaCEee
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Friday, September 28th, 2001

Subject:haha STRANGE DAYSSSS
Time:10:38 pm.
Mood:hopeful.
yeah well a lot has happened in the past few days. this kid that's fairly good-looking asked me to home-coming, but i said no cuz my friend really likes him. and i talked to this kid who is beautiful<33 haha i'm such a dork.. anywaysss.. i talked to mike the other day and he was being pretty nice. he said he wants to do something sometime so thats good =) i don't know why the hell i like that kid, but i DO so i have to deal with it. yeah well yesterday i got in trouble for the shirt i was wearing & i ended up going home, and today i discovered some bastard stole all my gym clothes/... and on the way home my FUCKING SHOE BROKE!! how pathetic is my life? yeahh well i'm gonna gooo noww

oNe<3
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Sunday, September 23rd, 2001

Subject:whyyyyyy
Time:1:21 pm.
Mood:determined.
ahhh god, i want to know if he feels the same way, even though he probably doesn't... i just want to know. this is driving me crazzzzyyy. i really like the fn kid and i'm determined to get him to like me too, i don't give a shit what i have to do...

anywaysss... i went to the mall with my mom yesterday. i got some boots & this skirt -its awesome!! hahaa.. i like haven't been eating that much and i walk like 2 miles a day, yet i'm not getting any skinnier.. it pisses me off..

i had this really incredible dream last night, and i woke up all happy. but in the middle of the day i got all depressed because i realized it was JUST A DREAM. i'm such an idiot sometimes, i swear. k well thats all for now.... .. PeACe&LOvEe<33
<< bRaNDyyy >>
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Tuesday, September 18th, 2001

Subject:i can't take it anymore...
Time:9:10 pm.
Mood:apathetic.
ahh jesus.. i seriously like hate the way i act sometimes, i look back at the things i've done and i just get soo sick.. i make myself soo sick sometimes. i know its not good to regret anything and that i should just get over it, but i can't. i just hate my personality-i wish i could be more confident, i mean i know i've got a lot to offer people but i just don't believe it sometimes...i wish i could be the kind of girl who could always just say how she felt & be honest with guys and what not... i think people respect people like that, i know i do. i don't think i'll ever be oike that though..

anyways... i really like this kid mike, he's madd cool and he's pretty cute. eh's def not like other guys i like though. its so wierd cuz i really feel like i can be myself with him & like if i had a relationship with him that it would be the first real one i've ever had.. with other guys its about looks or social status, but its different with him. i hope things go good because as much as having friends in your life is good, you need a guy around sometimes... he can just make you feel good =) haha well i'm off peacee
*bRandyyyy*
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Sunday, September 16th, 2001

Subject:wooooo
Time:1:23 pm.
Mood:ecstatic.
yaya soo yesterday i got my navel repierced, finally!! its soo wierd but like i missed it sooo much after it fell out.. like everytime i would see someone else with one or like want to wear a short shirt i'd be like aaahhh whyyyy?!?! but i know I'M VERY COOL like that haha... anywayzzz- i didn't go to school on friday, i was "sick". yaaa sooo today i am hopefully going shopping, i need new clothes soo baad. well not really but yeahhh.. oh yeahh and have you ever like seen anyone and they just have something about them? its not that they're the most attractive person ever but somethin about them just like makes an impression on you... well there's this kid at school and he's really not my type and i've never even really talked to him but i can't stop thinking about him and i dont' know whyyy... its craaaazzzyyy!!~weeelll... i guess i'll stop rambling on about nothing ahha -peace-
badazsssss
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Tuesday, September 11th, 2001

Subject:ehhh...friends
Time:6:01 pm.
Mood:moody.
yeaaaaahhh well its been a few days since i've written in here. i had school pictures toda, i know i'm gonna look like shiiiit- but ohhwell. i was all sunburnt and my makeup wasn't good.. anywayzzzzz.. i've been making a lot of new friends, which is good cuz having like 5 friends last year didn't work out that well. i'm startin to get more comfortable in my school now which is cool. but all the new friends that i make don't seem to even compare to my old friends, they're just not the same....blaaah i just got in the biggest fight with my mom. i pushed her outta my face and she poked me in the shoulder<--who does that??ahaha. yeah well i guess that's all for now.. lataaaaaaaaa
*brandyyyy*
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Monday, September 3rd, 2001

Subject:mmmm hmmmm.....
Time:7:07 pm.
Mood:aggravated.
yeah well its been a while since i've written. i haven't started school yet, which is pretty cool now... but its gonna suck when i'm getting out like 2 weeks later than everyone else, oh well. yeah soo... this guy that i really liked just started comin around again, but i dunno.. it seems kinda shady... ugh who knowsss. wellllll, i gotta find somethin to do tonight. i've been spending too much time with a certain individual & i need a break. she's cool & everything, but you know when you get to the point where after you spend too much time with one person everything they do and say annoys the shit out of you... or maybe thats just me, haha. well if anything strikes me as important i'll write later.
oNe <3
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Friday, August 24th, 2001

Subject:i don't want it to end...
Time:8:12 pm.
Mood:intimidated.
ahhh god! i don't want the summer to end.. it seems like it went by sooo fast! i hate the school i go to & i just have this really bad feeling that i'm not going to know anyone in my class.. ahh oh well, i guess i'll have to deal. but i'm trying to talk my mom into taking me to marlboro for the day tomorrow, hopefully she will. so i can see natasha and everyone else before school starts. k well thats all i really have to say.. lataaa
*brANdYyy**
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Tuesday, August 21st, 2001

Subject:why do people do the things they do..?
Time:4:38 pm.
Mood:pessimistic.
aahhh! things have gotten soo confusing. my friend amanda always has an excuse as to why i can't stay with her.. i mean if she doesn't want me to why can't she just say so? i'm a big girl, i'll live. i just want to know instead of always being left dangling thinking *maybe next time*.. i know you're probably reading this and that's okay. i just don't understand all of this.. please feel free to explain to me how you or your parents feel.. cuz i know it can't just be a coincidence that evertime i ask to stay with you.. you think you might be doing something. anyways, i'm so depressed- my mom won't let me go to marlboro unless i stay with amanda & amanda doesn't want me to stay with her.. the guys i like won't return the same feelings and it's really frustrating, i don't even know why i bother. no matter how hard i try i'm always the one that gets hurt in the end- i'm soo sick of this shittttt.. ahh! i mean christ i would beat up some chick for amanda.. and she doesn't even like me anymore- i guess i don't even know what the hell is going on in my life right now.. well i'm off, i'm gonna try and figure this shit out.. lataaaa
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Monday, August 20th, 2001

Subject:shopping...
Time:1:40 pm.
Mood:irritated.
ok i'm definitely a shop-a-holic.. but what do you expect? there's nothing else to do in this town than go to the mall and blow all my parents money haha.. in the past like 2 weeks i've gotten 4 pairs of pants, 4 new shirts and two pairs of new shoes & i don't even really consider this back to school shopping or whatever, but ya i need a new *BACKPACK* hahaha riiight.. i've been startin to play golf again, it was too hot b4. i got this huge bug bite on my face and its soo itchyy it looks soo gross haha. well i know this may come as a suprise, but i've got to go to.. haha the MALL again!! muahaha... wow i need to find a life.. lataaaa

xoxo-brandyyyy
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Tuesday, August 14th, 2001

Subject:aaaaahhhhh!!!
Time:12:00 am.
Mood:bitchy.
omfg!! i can't really go into detail, but i might have another reason to start hating derrick all over again! jesus! wtf... i mean i dont want to get all pissed off for nothing, i'm probably just paranoid.. but if this turns out to be true- i will kill him... i mean jesus i'll at least smack him in the face as hard as i can... godddddd ok well anywas, natasha is out of town soo i've been sooo damn bored.. well i'm out lataaaa
*brandyyyy*
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Thursday, August 9th, 2001

Subject:even when i'm surrounded by people.. i still feel alone
Time:12:12 pm.
Mood:contemplative.
ah, well the last few days i've been feeling so alone.. not to mention depressed. everytime my parents or one of my friends asks me to go out to eat or the mall or the beach or something i just can't seem to make myself go. it doesn't really make me happy the way it used to. i know now that my life has no true meaning, i'm just wandering around aimlessly. i don't want that- i want to bring fulfillment into my life... i just don't know how to do that right now. everything is soo hard when it comes to guys, i try and i try, but i think i've given my all to them & i just can't do it anymore... i don't want to live for anyone else except me.. haha or maybe i'm just PMS'ing and i'm letting my emotions control me.. who knows. well i'm out lataaaa

brandyy<333
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Tuesday, August 7th, 2001

Subject:rrrrriiiiiiiggghhtttttt...........
Time:1:21 am.
Mood:sore.
i couldn't think of a subject, sorry.. well anyways, i got my hair done on saturday i guess it looks alright. and i picked natasia smithered up lata that dayyyy.. we went to the mall- nothin special happened though. aahh im sooo tired! all we did was walk around today... MY FEET FEEL VERY NICE!!..we saw the fast & furious ((i<3 vin diesel & paul walker)) haha... anywayzzzz... haha i'm gonna try to pick up on guys that other girls love just to get them pissed off & show them how ugly they actually are... hahaha i'm sooo cool, yeah i just need to do that type of shit to make myself feel cool... haha. well thats all for now
lataaaaaaaa
*brandiiii*
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Thursday, August 2nd, 2001

Subject:woohoo!! 3 mo' dayzzz
Time:5:58 pm.
Mood:anxious.
ahhh yes! i can't wait till tha 5th! iM goin to pick up natashaaa & then we're off to tha vineyard... hMmMm.. on saturday im gettin my hair done... its gotten sooo long and i don't want to cut it. hah i was being sooo wierd the other day. i went to my dad's company picnic thing and i like sat in the car the whole time... can we say "anti-social" haha but the hott guy smiled at me & i made friends w/ the park ranger guys.. lol i think that's all for now... lataaaaaa
*brandyyyyy*
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Saturday, July 28th, 2001

Subject:hMmM...
Time:9:25 pm.
Mood:giddy.
well today nuthin that exciting happened... my g.p's are here.. woohoo! we went out to eat & omg! we had tha cutest waiter... and i went to the b-room while they were goin to get the car, and he's like do u mind if i ask your name? and i'm like uhh ya its brandy. and he's like "very nice to meet you, brandy..come back soon" i was like aaaahhhh! he was madddddd hotttt... lol anyways... i went to tha mall too & the power went out when i was there. i was like wtf! how does the power go out in a mall?! guess thats all i have to say right now... catch ya lataaa
brandyyyyyyy
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Friday, July 27th, 2001

Subject:can we say "insomniac"
Time:3:44 am.
ok kids, its 3:45 and still no sign of drowsiness.. stay up all night & sleep all day- thats my life... i know i know, u must envy me but hahaha riight. well i met this wicked hott kid online today, but he lives in floridaaa- which really sucks becaus he seems madd cool. but there's my life for ya: meet someone ya really like and never be able to see 'em. hah blah blah blah... aahh i'm just countin down the days. only 9 mo' days till mv! woohoo! ugh god my grandparents are coming tomorrow.. i have to entertain them for an hour. should be fun! what the hell am i gonna do.. like sing and dance for them? haha not a bad idea actually... hah that would be a spectacle! bRrR it suddenly just got coldddd... ohhhhhhhh i think i love you!! haha i'm too cool for words... god u can seriously tell i need some sleep. but its kinda interesting reading what i wrote when my brain is like asleep.. i laugh about it tha next day. i think i'm gonna clean or do something constructive with my time instead of writing in this... lataaa kids
<3 ya lotzzz
-branDaEee
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Thursday, July 26th, 2001

Subject:wow
Time:3:25 am.
Mood:awake.
only extrememly cool people like me are on aol at 3:30 am. i seriously can not go to sleep... i hate this- i'm up all damn night with nothing to do... pretty pathetic huh? haha i know. well pat didn't call me *sigh* uhh.. not that he even likes me anyways... blah omg, totally hilarious thing happened today. i'm on the phone w/ naughty (as usual) and we call umm lets just call him *dirt* hahaha well natasha acted like a guy and he totally believed her it was maddddddddd funny... i guess that was the highlight of my day. well this heat sucks majorly, but today i got to lay out for a little while so thats good. i'm tryin to keep up the tan yanno? well folks thats all to talk about today.. catch ya lataaa

>>brandyyy<<
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Monday, July 23rd, 2001

Subject:i have a life...
Time:7:37 pm.
i took the find your place quiz... i guess i got reasonably good places compared to everyone else. here they are:

1)Los Angeles, California The Dream Factory
This West Coast town was the first to coin the word "tourist" to describe the people that came to enjoy the beaches, mountains and weather


2)Honolulu, Hawaii Americas Tropical Paradise
This state capital has long been an important port city; its name is Hawaiian for "protected bay"

3)San Diego, California Californias First City
This highly livable city is home to one of the finest zoos in the world


4)New Orleans, Louisiana The Crescent City
This Creole city hosts a Jambalaya Festival and a Shrimp Festival each year


5)Las Vegas, Nevada Entertainment Capital of the World Ladies' Home Journal called this one of its Best Cities for Women, citing skyrocketing job growth and shriveling crime rates


6)Little Rock, Arkansas Where America Comes Together. All Maybelline products distributed in the U.S. are made in this fashion-conscious spot
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